Wait

Yesterday I dream of a heart
Heart carrying a cart
Cart with happiness
Sad to say, today it met loneliness

I found someone loving me
And I did respond to thee
I loved him back
It's just the start of the track

I never knew love at first
But now love in me just burst
It truly hurts
My heart just flirts

I never expected you to love me
Knowing that you'll only leave me
I thought you're a gift from Lord
But a gift is worth stored.

Now he's getting my boy
I'm not a toy
Why don't he give me a choice
Out true love should have its voice

I believe its only a consequence
But I need things in sequence
Confusion conquered my humanity
I love you! But staying hurts me entirely

Instead of him first leaving me
I was the first who set him free
Maybe I am selfish
But my love for him hadn't been foolish

I don't even know if it's a sin
I never became that mean
There's still a wound saying
In my heart that's still crying

Maybe I hurt you
I just didn't know what to do
So hard to have that love in you
You just proved me that love is true

You've been a perfect BOO
I just can't accept that love in you
Will you wait for me?
To give the right love you wished to see?